sobota 17. listopadu 2018

First hospitalization - part 1

I don´t rembember well the start of my first hospitalization. I think, first, I was hospitalized in regional mental hospital and then transfered to local mental hospital.

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I was in something which was little bit a limbo. First thing I remeber was how I woke up from weird sleepy state. There was one man with same hair colour as my first love and same first name. There was chess figures an two bags. One black and one white. He told me that we could play chess. But I just put whit figures in white bag and black figures to black bag. It´s silly but that´s first thing I remember.
Then I started to talk. People were surprised because haven´t talked for a week.
Then I tried to escape. I am not sure how i did it. I used to think that i did some strange move with door handle from both sides of doors (I put my hand through door window). Later I realised that I could put my hand from window and press the bell. Then a nurse could open the door thinking that it is some visitor. I do not remember that, but it is the most probable explanation.
Way I was escaping from hospital grounds was quite stange. On every crossroad I turned left. I believed that it will lead me to right place.
I somehow got to the riverside. Than a car came to me. It was the man who wanted do play chess with me. He told me to get to the car. I did it. His friend who just was in mental hospital to visit him was driving.
And then he took me back to the mental hospital..



Between second and third episode

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