neděle 5. srpna 2018

How it all began - part 2

So there was I. On the solid ground after the suicide attempt. First week after that attempt I was full of depression. But then I started to try change my live. I did something strange with my mind. I could get lot of energy only by thinking of my love. Suddenly reality started to change. I was so positive about everything.

But not just it. I started to see some symbols. Everything I was watching or reading had some higher sence. But it was still ok. Some people around me even thought that it was cool.

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I had a feeling that I am able to change the world. I tried to help everybody who I met. I made lot of promises. I was so positive and people around me was too. But then I failed to do everythinkgthat I promised. And people started think that there is something wrong about my behaviour.

Suddenly I was in stress. I heard some voices in my head. They told me that I have to escape. I was looking for some symbols. That symbols led me through my city. Then I went to the forrest.
I believed that civilization will suddenly dissappeard as my voices told me.

It was strange. There was two views which I saw. At on moment I saw some factory which is located near that forest, cottages and another stuff. At another moment every piece of civilazation was gone and there was only nature. These two views was taking turns.

Then I saw only the real view with the factory and other stuff. I decided to go back home.
When I came home, there were police officers. My parrents were worried that I disappeard.
Police officers called an ambulance which toke me right to mental hospital.

Between second and third episode

New start After high school graduation there was a summer which was too long. In September I started to visit university in one big czech ...